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this is the first time
that i write about this situacion
about me, & my real problems
this is the first time, that a girl isnt the guilty
that today im felling dark & deep,
isnt the reason that today im dying alone,
i want to scream, let my dreams fly and make it real
i want to my fellings get be listened around the world and the peoplekwnos
that there a man who is completly alone.
i want to keep me alive
i want to drink till my world be colored again
i just dont wanna feel the pain, the darkness and the heights, my fellings eating my mind, and my heart beating as fast as the wings of a butterfly
im lost, really lost
if you found me, huge me, catch me
and take me to my place, maybe the other half of me, are here.